Schizophrenia!!!

ish ish~~!!!!!!!!
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continue to cheat myselF.........
i dont know wat to do liao.......sot jor.......
i wan to ask ,,,love can be control???
i think i need to continue to cheat myself...
coz i know even i fall into someone, someone oso wont accept me.,,
dont fall into something that not even bring a hapi ending.
continue to cheat myselF...!!!!!!!! this is the best thing that i capable of.
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Fuckin; Emo these days... dont know !!!!!
i thought im the one who was rasional...
:S
but things happen so sudden and quickly...
i know one thing that i should give all my love to God,,, so that i wont think so much anymore.
Lose control le.......
Schizophrenia!!!