Im angry to myself... >:(

i dont know what happen to myself lately?
i just easy to sad and angry and emo and so on...
i felt i dont need by anybody...
im abundant by other ppl......
they dont really need me..........
even my friends...... i talked to someone once about 1 admirer of mine,,,
she seem very angry with me......
and then she will felt very sour and said she dun even have 1...
i kno that though... i really wan to talk more about him...
she will angry ....i just felt very stress...
i dont kno whether to tell who about my things now......
very very down,........
i rather find somebody in tomb and say to em'.......
just now cry alone again.......
why life so restless???
why life such a sadden????
why life is so much tocture?
i have no other way le.........
i rather talk to ghost now...
nobody knows me.........
wants to die......:(